Foreword by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer -- A note from Immaculée Ilibagiza -- Introduction: my name is Immaculée -- Part I: The gathering storm -- The eternal spring -- Standing up -- Higher learning -- Off to university -- Returning home -- No going back -- The pastor's house -- Farewell to the boys -- Part II: In hiding -- Into the bathroom -- Confronting my anger -- Struggling to forgive -- No friends to turn to -- A gathering of orphans -- The gift of tongues -- Unlikely saviors -- Keeping the faith -- Part III: A new path -- The pain of freedom -- A letter from Damascene -- Camp Comfort -- The road to the rebels -- On to Kigali -- The Lord's work -- Burying the dead -- Forgiving the living -- Epilogue: new love, new life.