Acknowledgments -- A short medical dictionary -- A short alternative medical dictionary / with Dr. Lemuel Pillmeister -- Key players in these torrid tales (otherwise known as partners in crime) -- Ten years later -- Merry Christmas. Well, that's what people say at Christmas, right? -- One could say that I've been having a 10cc love affair -- When I'm losing my mind, the only thing that can save me is heroin -- Blood was spurting all over the closet ... and I was just slamming the drugs anyplace under my skin praying they would take the pain away -- Does my illness hang off of me like fucking smell? -- He asked to get on my knees and pray to God to lose this obsession with drugs -- Maybe having these dealers follow us is a bad idea -- A head-on collision was about to happen yet I was too stubborn to take a hint -- This has become the airport blowjob tour -- Pretty good show considering the squirrels and ice cream trucks -- I'm over the drugs and I know they're over me -- Drugs make it better-- drugs make it worse -- P.S. I didn't tell anybody but I scored a balloon of Persian -- He says if you don't change your ways you won't live until the end of the year -- That's not very rock n' roll, is it? -- More posthumous adventures.

The co-founder of the rock band Mötley Crüe presents a candid account of his own descent into the hell of drug addiction, describing the impact of heroin on his life and the band. In never-before-seen photos and exclusive new chapters, Nikki reflects on his decade of sobriety.